Don't let show any emotion.

I left my apartment early enough this afternoon I wasn't in a hurry or a rush for my afternoon appointment. I was in such a lack of a hurry, I walked my way there. It was only a couple of miles, if that, and it was easier to deal with the rain by walking through it than biking or trying to manage the subway - mostly by virtue of fewer people being out on the streets and sidewalks. It wasn't heavy but it'd been consistent, no downpours or gullywashers, just a lot of it coming for a while.

I did grab a bike for the ride back, though. It'd mostly cleared up, but not so much that there were a lot of people around in the bike lanes. There were geese in the river, though, which had me happy to see them, and it cleared up some over New Jersey also. It didn't exactly make me happy to see this lighter patch of sky that was still dark as the end of the day closed in nestled between the heavy clouds still holding onto rain, on a day that was chilly instead of cold with wet leaves scattered around. Something in the sight of it had me feeling like I needed to start crying, and for the life of me, I can't figure out why.